I Miss You

Wow guys, I miss blogging so much, it hurts!
It's all for the best, though, cuz i'm so busy now that i can't blog, even if i wanted to. I'm at one of those stages in my life where i have to start making big decisions that really matter. it's a scary thing.
Part of growing up is realizing that the choices you make don't just affect you today, but also affect countless other people, and all of your tomorrows.
It's a bit overwhelming, to tell you the truth.
And I always tell you the truth, don't I?
But i digress. My point of this post is just to tell you that i miss you, and to see how your doing. does anyone even remember this blog? will anyone answer? i do wonder.
In the months we've been apart, i've been thinking about how much i enjoyed blogging. i love it that other people can read my words and comment on them, that i can have discussions and debates with so many different types of people. i can't really do anything like that in the "real world". here, there's no reason for anyone not to hear what i have to say, you know? but in the real world, i'm not a person...i'm a mixture of physical appearance, family history, location, religion, etc. etc. in short, people see me as they want to see me, and not as i really am.
to many people, i'm not a person.
wow, this post has turned out a lot longer than i had intended it to be.
i can't believe i just did this. whatever.

Carpe Diem!