Goodbye?

Hi, guys. You're probably wondering why i haven't posted in a while. Well, here's why:
A few people in my community passed away recently, all from different causes- a teacher who was important to me, the father of a girl in my school, a nine-year-old boy...
Anyway, besides saddening me to no end, these tragedies got me thinking about how short life really is. Then i started thinking about all the time i've wasted in my life.
You know, at my funeral, i want people to have things to say about me. I want to fulfill my potential. I want to live my life to the fullest that it could possibly be lived.
I realized that i have a real talent for easting time. During the moments when i could be building worlds, i'm instead playing video games, watching TV, or - yes - blogging.
I don't want to waste my life anymore. a moment is far too precious to waste. i'm spending way too much time blog surfing.
At this point in my life, i think this blog is doing me more harm than good. so i'm going to say good-bye now. and thank you. you guys seriously listen to me more than anyone in my "real world". and that means a lot to me, that people listen, and care enough to comment on things that i've written.
honestly, i don't think this blog is helping me, besides for helping me push off the things i really want to do. i have goals and dreams, and i can't accomplish them by staring at a computer screen.
so goodbye, for now. maybe someday, i'll feel that i need this blog again. but not now.

remember, a minute of life it too precious to waste. so LIVE, and have no regrets.